My Podcast Show is called Quantum Living, which hosts my audio ‘podbook’:

QUANTUM LIVING

and Permeable Veils 

A Channelled Experiment

Here’s the Spotify description:

QUANTUM LIVING and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook audio series by Carmella B’Hahn with her mother, Mhaletta. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story, and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.

My description of Quantum Living

Playfully and co-creatively engaging with the holographic drama of life, from an expansive identity that perceives and embraces the vibrational nature of all that is.


Here’s the link: COMING SOON
The launch will be on July 2nd 2026

The book will hopefully be available on Kindle and in print one day.
Watch this space.

Supporting this Project

This podbook is freely given and if it speaks to you and you’d like to offer an exchange, which will help cover the costs of creating, recording and sharing it, you’re welcome to do so. I suggest £7 upwards because I like 7s, but any amount will be received with open arms. 🤗

PayPal Link:

https://paypal.me/QuantumCarmella

The picture below of me and my mother, Mhaletta, was taken in 1996 at the launch of our first book Benjaya’s Gifts. We co-authored Quantum Living and Permeable Veils three decades later ~ after her ‘death’.

The Episodes

Resting in the quantum

Make sure to start with the Introduction, not Episode 1.

INTRODUCTION ~ Raising the Curtain

Carmella opens the door to a revelatory experiment in conscious quantum living, born in the wake of her mother Mhaletta’s death. This introduction sets the stage for an authentic lived experience that unfolds mysteriously and synchronistically, one day at a time.

EPISODE 1 ~ The Pen Becomes a Bridge

January 26th–February 4th. In the days after her mother’s passing, Carmella makes first contact through the pen and begins receiving unexpected written communication. As reflections on soul groups, life reviews and the afterlife unfold, the first seeds of an extraordinary experiment begin to take root.

EPISODE 2 ~ The Ache and the Infinite

February 5th. On a day shaped by both absence and presence, Carmella reflects on missing her mother and receives wisdom from her son Benjaya, who died in 1992, about oneness and the illusion of separation. From quantum thought to spinning geometry, this episode widens grief into a contemplation of the sacred whole.

EPISODE 3 ~ The Silent Ones Speak

February 9th–16th. As synchronicity and telepathic rapport intensify, Carmella is drawn into reflections on autism, silent communication and her own childhood years without speech. Through singing send-offs, honouring her mother’s body and revelations from The Telepathy Tapes, this episode deepens the mystery of voice, frequency and connection beyond words.

EPISODE 4 ~ Full Steam Ahead

February 17th–20th. As doubts about sharing this material are met head-on, Carmella receives clear encouragement from Mhaletta to trust the process and continue. With the experiment now clearly revealed as one of quantum living, and the language of permeable veils beginning to take shape, this episode brings telepathy, language and the illusion of form into sharper focus and gathers real momentum.

EPISODE 5 ~ Metaphysical Detectives

February 20th–22nd. At a deeply moving memorial for a friend, Carmella enters a heightened field of presence, synchronicity and meaningful connection. As signs, affirmations and quantum reflections gather around her, this episode explores perception, co-creation and the art of reading the deeper pattern in events.

EPISODE 6 ~ Rewriting Reality

February 22nd–24th. As The Telepathy Tapes continue to validate Carmella’s lived experience, she is drawn into deeper reflections on autism, telepathy, the Akashic Records and Universal Law. The experiment widens, and this episode turns toward intention, shadow work and the power of rewriting the inner scripts that shape reality.

EPISODE 7 ~ The Magnificent Mundane

February 25th–26th. A vivid dream, an unusual download, and reflections on frequency and sound lead Carmella into the world of Narnia and a moving birth story from India, while opening further into the mystery of how consciousness moves through life. As Mhaletta speaks of new ways of functioning and reframes the boundary between spiritual practice and ordinary tasks, this episode discovers the extraordinary within the everyday.

EPISODE 8 ~ The Constant Mirror

February 27th–March 6th. As the experiment turns towards Carmella’s own struggles, she explores the limiting veils created by body, belief and self-perception. With reflections on her son Benjaya, synchronicity, client mirroring and the search for evidence, this episode invites a more conscious reading of life as a constant mirror.

EPISODE 9 ~ Quantum Recall

March 7th. As Carmella reflects on AI, consciousness, ETs, light grids and the growing cultural shift around telepathy, the experiment opens into startling new territory. This episode explores intelligence as a shared field and introduces quantum recall: a way of accessing knowing that seems to bypass ordinary memory.

EPISODE 10 ~ Reality is Malleable

March 8th. A strange night of unseen visitors and lucid dreaming opens Carmella to a stronger sense that reality is malleable and responsive to intention. From holographic living to a remarkable story of prayer, prophecy and collective purpose, this episode explores how aligned consciousness may help shape the world we inhabit.

EPISODE 11 ~ Guidance Beyond Words

March 10th–11th. Carmella explores a powerful dream, startling accounts of dream-bridge telepathy and experiences that seem to confirm communication beyond words. The episode also includes the unforgettable story of the Bethlehem Cross, which casts light on uncanny split-second line-ups, guidance and deep trust.

EPISODE 12 ~ Quantum Healing

March 12th. A night of bodily discomfort leads Carmella into larger questions about health, guidance and the nature of healing itself. From precise questioning and unity consciousness to story-changing, boundaries and resonance, this episode opens a rich exploration of what quantum healing might mean in lived experience.

EPISODE 13 ~ Speaking Objects

March 15th–16th. Carmella explores the energetic life of objects, homes, images and places, asking what it means to live in conscious relationship with the so-called inanimate. From sacred design and psychometry to uncanny synchronicities and ‘quantumplation’, this episode brings applied metaphysics vividly into daily life.

EPISODE 14 ~ Thought-bodies and Ingenious Delivery

March 21st–25th. Client no-shows, health triggers and subconscious ‘thought-bodies’ push Carmella to practise what she teaches in real time. Then a remarkable chain of synchronicities and a dream message from a stranger brings humour, reassurance and fresh evidence of connection across the veil.

EPISODE 15 ~ Dissolving Illusory Challenges

March 28th–April 2nd. As Carmella navigates emotional triggers, disconnection and old habits of self-soothing, the experiment brings both challenge and support. With guidance from Mhaletta, moving examples of communication across realms and a healing meeting with her son Asher, this episode turns towards simplicity, release and the possibility that many problems are less solid than they seem.

EPISODE 16 ~ Collapsing Time

April 2nd–9th. Missing a turn to the sea opens Carmella to a vivid experience of time becoming porous. From the mysterious Burgh Island and Mhaletta’s extraordinary account of foresight to high sensitivity, personal radar and the reading of energetic blueprints, this episode explores what it means to live in the fourth dimension with a less fixed sense of reality.

EPISODE 17 ~ Standing in Sovereignty

April 12th–14th. A timely health breakthrough, a formative story of trusting intuition in childbirth and a searching look at consciousness all bring Carmella back to one essential practice: listening to inner authority. This episode moves from sovereignty into questions about the limits of the brain, the seat of true intelligence and how to embody trust.

EPISODE 18 ~ The Protective Veil

April 18th–20th. A hospital pre-op appointment pushes Carmella into autistic meltdown, revealing how urgently she needs protection and steady support for the eye surgeries ahead. As her mother and spirit team gather around her, the operations take on the shape of a spiritual initiation, while Easter reflections on Jesus, Christ energy and Mary Magdalene deepen Carmella’s sense of ‘Self-divinity’ and the call to serve with hands and heart.

EPISODE 19 ~ Threads of Carmel

April 21st–26th. A remarkable web of names, places and spiritual clues draws Carmella into a deeper understanding of Carmel, Mary, Anna, Yeshua and her own unfolding blueprint. At Adam House, that inner weaving meets the practical work of grief as 40 years of journals are sorted, ashes readied and Mhaletta offers guidance on letting objects go without losing connection.

EPISODE 20 ~ Ashes into Bluebells

April 27th–May 3rd. Mhaletta’s ashes are scattered on the Clent Hills and into bluebell woods in a send-off filled with light, signs and unmistakable presence. Carmella moves from journal-burning and reading the manuscript with her sister to crafting order in her home with monotropic focus, in an exploration of release, integration and what it means to let a life keep singing through place, objects and those left behind.

EPISODE 21 ~ The Oracle of Life

May 14th–19th. A gruelling car purchase, the shock of a greenfinch’s sudden death and reflections on objects that ‘take a hit’ all leave Carmella searching for meaning in upheaval. As Ishtaria and Mhaletta speak of multiple guides, portals and direct transmission, the episode opens into a wider enquiry about oracles and what becomes possible when identity begins to shift.

EPISODE 22 ~ A Symbolic Life

May 25th–31st. Carmella explores the richness of community life and soul friendship, as Mhaletta reframes upheaval as a natural companion to inner change. As symbolic living, quantum listening and a series of timely synchronicities gather around the first eye operation, the episode gathers into a vivid sense of belonging, transmission and the meaning woven through daily life.

EPISODE 23 ~ Soul-Sight

June 2nd–9th. Carmella’s first cataract operation becomes both ordeal and initiation, leading to a powerful unveiling that transforms the way she sees. As Mhaletta speaks of soul-sight, quantum perception and the symbolism of looking through a different lens, the episode expands into a vivid consideration of energetic activism and the hidden work of sensitive souls.

EPISODE 24 ~ Earthing the Light

June 12th–July 2nd. As Carmella struggles with light sensitivity, lopsided vision and the aftermath of her first operation, this episode explores reframing, self-listening and learning to live differently through limitation. With reflections on the second veil-removal initiation, sunlight, grounding and a birthday walk for Mhaletta, it moves through endurance and recovery into a deepened sense that quantum living begins with a perception change.

EPISODE 25 ~ A Lifelong Experiment

July 7th–August 4th. Mhaletta proposes that the experiment continue for life and Carmella follows the implications through object symbology, rapid healing, nature communion and the growing challenge of vibrational mismatch. As the project edges towards completion, the episode opens into a powerful sense that this way of living is no longer an oddity but part of a wider awakening.

EPISODE 26 ~ Veils and Last Words

August 5th–October 29th, 2025. As Carmella reflects on the spell of motherhood, the many forms of veiling that shape human life and the dissolving of roles that no longer serve, this final episode gathers the deepest learning of the experiment into one wide view. With a high-point revelation above Burgh Island, affirming echoes from The Future Human and moving last letters between mother and daughter, the series comes to rest in legacy, sovereignty and the certainty that the dialogue is not over.

I was in a frozen dilemma in my relationship with my sister when I found Carmella. Our conversations were nothing short of transformative. In a gentle, honest way she presented me with observations, suggestions, challenges and a way forward.

C.T. (Worcester, UK)

Carmella has made a massive difference to my relationships and how I view myself. Practical suggestions changed day-to-day habits within personal and work relationships. Doors have opened within my heart, mind and life.

P. H. (Birmingham, UK)

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